Gun Session

This dream took place probably about a month ago or so.

I had a premonition of a little girl and her grand mother being killed. i went to the house to warn them. I tried to talk the little girl into taking her grandmother somewhere, anywhere!! But I felt time was running out so I decided to just get her out of the house. I'd help grandma later. But when she went to the door, there was a man there. Lightskinned dude with a bald head wearing a black leather jacket, white tee, and jeans. As soon as she opened the door, he shot her in the chest. I could only watch..

Somehow I got behind the door. I panicked! I was thinking, "How can I get out of this house?" I had a dying child and a grandma that was about to be next.. If I could get out I could maybe save them, or at least get to the cops to tell them who did it. Well I came up with the idea that I could pretend to be blind.. I'm not a witness if I can't see. So Here I am with this blind act.. But it didn't work.. I ended up seeing the barrel of a shot gun in great detail and feeling myself be shot in between the eyes... Point blank range.. It was weird because when I was shot, I could feel like an empty feeling where the bullet had went.. Like there was nothing there, but no pain.. Like that part I blocked out from the 'real' world. But the empty feeling was worst than the pain.. I fell, but I was alive.. I figured I'd be able to still do something.. But the bastard shot me in the back of the head too!! He was determined to make sure I was dead.. I mean, he didn't know who I was, and to his best knowledge I was a blind chick. After he was done with me, he walked to the back of the house for grandma... I failed the entire mission..

This dream was weird. Usually I'm the victor. The heroine.. But this time.. We all just ended up shot to death. However, I guess if one went to extremes, it was a dream about facing ones fears if the cause is right. I mean, staring into the barrel of a gun knowing you would die.. That's a pretty big fear to face, and I did it with my eyes open.. Even if it was just an act. It may also be telling me that you can't change what is to be. If something is meant to happen, it will one way or another, but there's no need to just give up and do nothing I guess.. There are so many possible readings of this dream just taking the details of the dream I imagine.. But this is not where I analize my dreams.. I just jot them down there.. :)

Jen