Just keepin' it active..

I just realized I hadn't been here since 2009!! I'm still dreaming my psychic and special magical power dreams.. I just don't get to document them as much anymore. I'll be here more.. I just have to remember to jot down my dreams and them get them here.

More to Come...


Jen

Amazing Powers

I won't go into detail about each of my dreams lately, but I will give the gist of them...

I've been dreaming about my powers in dreams. They are so amazing. Mainly the ability to see and free spirits that are trapped here. I have the ability to change the weather, or at least divert it, create a protective force field against danger and ghosts/spirits, and the ability to exorcise houses and spaces.. It's like real life, but instead of all these powers being in spells and mostly symbolic in nature, they are very real and very POWERFUL in my dreams. Take last night for example, I had several dreams, some just plain normal, well one just plain normal.. Not interesting... :) But the one that stood out was of me noticing someone with like a spiritual parasite. A white ghost.. Very white and cartoon like.. It had a chain on the person and was feeding on him. I was very panicked by this! So I started exorcising like I always do.. Just wave them away into... Hmm.. That's unfair.. I kind of send them away without knowing if they are good or bad spirits.. Anyway, I started to do this.. Only to find out lots of people have these things feeding on them... Probably even ME!! I fought for a bit, then finally let it go because they seemed be eating something slimy off the people.. Or feeding on it.. And it was their food for life, so they'd never have to start 'eating' the people themselves.. Once I saw that, i woke up briefly, then went back off to sleep feeling no ill will... No disturbance at all..

The entire night was like this. But none of the dreams woke me with a start. I'm still trying to take over my dreams and guide them to a place I want them to go. I'm getting better at it.. :) Maybe it will help me get a handle on things in real life. Maybe...

Jen

Gun Session

This dream took place probably about a month ago or so.

I had a premonition of a little girl and her grand mother being killed. i went to the house to warn them. I tried to talk the little girl into taking her grandmother somewhere, anywhere!! But I felt time was running out so I decided to just get her out of the house. I'd help grandma later. But when she went to the door, there was a man there. Lightskinned dude with a bald head wearing a black leather jacket, white tee, and jeans. As soon as she opened the door, he shot her in the chest. I could only watch..

Somehow I got behind the door. I panicked! I was thinking, "How can I get out of this house?" I had a dying child and a grandma that was about to be next.. If I could get out I could maybe save them, or at least get to the cops to tell them who did it. Well I came up with the idea that I could pretend to be blind.. I'm not a witness if I can't see. So Here I am with this blind act.. But it didn't work.. I ended up seeing the barrel of a shot gun in great detail and feeling myself be shot in between the eyes... Point blank range.. It was weird because when I was shot, I could feel like an empty feeling where the bullet had went.. Like there was nothing there, but no pain.. Like that part I blocked out from the 'real' world. But the empty feeling was worst than the pain.. I fell, but I was alive.. I figured I'd be able to still do something.. But the bastard shot me in the back of the head too!! He was determined to make sure I was dead.. I mean, he didn't know who I was, and to his best knowledge I was a blind chick. After he was done with me, he walked to the back of the house for grandma... I failed the entire mission..

This dream was weird. Usually I'm the victor. The heroine.. But this time.. We all just ended up shot to death. However, I guess if one went to extremes, it was a dream about facing ones fears if the cause is right. I mean, staring into the barrel of a gun knowing you would die.. That's a pretty big fear to face, and I did it with my eyes open.. Even if it was just an act. It may also be telling me that you can't change what is to be. If something is meant to happen, it will one way or another, but there's no need to just give up and do nothing I guess.. There are so many possible readings of this dream just taking the details of the dream I imagine.. But this is not where I analize my dreams.. I just jot them down there.. :)

Jen

More powerful..

I've noticed I've become more powerful in my dreams lately. I've been able to take over the dream ,but sometimes it's frightening.. Like last night, I couldn't breath.. I couldn't move.. I couldn't scream, but I forced myself to kick!! Now I usually wake myself up, but not so quickly. But I was too afraid to open my eyes for some reason. I thought there was something there.. Something dark.. But I did open my eyes as soon as I could move.. Nothing there... Hmm.. Maybe this needs not be the dream chronicles anymore.. This is getting weird. :) But then again, that's always been my case.. ;)

The Exorcisms...

Last night I dreamed I was some sort of exorcist or something. There was an old house with many rooms and every one of them seemed to have spirits in them!! I could see them and so could my party. There was a priest with us, or preacher or something and he had his bible.. But I was the "magical" one. I could bless the house, the rooms and the spirits by just placing my palms on the floor and a white/blue light would flow around the area.. But this house was FULL of spirits that just didn't want to be exorcised!! Everytime I tried, they'd attack me after the beginning of my prayer for them!! They'd grab me, charge me, or try to fondle me, oddly enough. Anything to stop my mojo from flowing. A few of the spirits that stood out were a short black guy with a white tee on. Kinda the drunk uncle type and he wanted to RAPE me!! Well, he showed me his "karate" skills, and I showed him mine and he was impressed.. After that he kinda backed off a bit. The other was an old man who seemed very dark and thin. He was already dead and gone, but his spirit was still suffering in the same sick state in which he died. I tried to bless him and his room, but other spirits kept blocking me, so much so I had to RUN from the room.

In the same dream, we were going to the park or the beach or something and I was being teased about my attire. I didn't know what the problem was, so I kept going until I discovered why I was being teased.. i was just wearing some lacy thin boy shorts that you could complete see through and my body was NOT in top form.. I was so shame!! It was horrible.. Anyway, I saw my newest spirit in the midst of all this.. A crawling woman.. Seemed to be in so much agony.. Upon trying to bless her away, I got the vision of a woman with brown hair wearing a red dress with white polka dots and a white belt. She was walking with her little girl. They were going into the house happily.. Then the huricane came. The way things looked it was the 50's or early 60's.. Anyway, in this hurricane, apparently she and the girl had died. And her spirit was at deaths door and searching for her daughter... And that was her eternity.. Searching for her lost daughter...

This was a powerful dream, one of the most powerful I've ever had!! It was so realistic.. And probably had a meaning. I'm kinda glad I don't have all these abilities or that I just don't tap into them because that seemed STRESSFUL to say the least!! However, it was interesting and makes me wonder why in the world I'd have such a powerful and clear dream? Hmmm..

Jen

The Flying Zambinies

This is dream for a few weeks back.. Maybe 2 weeks ago?

I was part of a delivery team and was delivering tickets to some famous teen idol. I gave the tickets to her dad who was a police officer in a tan and brown uniform. He had brown hair and a big mustache. He closed the door which was glass with security bars. Well, some how we managed to be INSIDE the house and the people were weird and kinda rude. They wanted us out and we wanted out!! But they made it like a game for us to escape!! There was this big kinds cage/drop off/dungeon in front of the door. They said one wrong step, the trap would open and we'd fall to our deaths. And if we went out the door past the trap, they had attack dogs that would rip us to pieces!! I was in favor of just going out the front door, but the others wanted the challenge I guess.. Anyway, I woke up like WTF?!! This was so weird, I had to post it..

June 21, 2008

I had a strange dream. (This is the norm for me.) I dreamed that there were all these animals everywhere around me. I picked up one creature and it was a cat/kitten like creature. I noticed that first off it wasn't as scary as it looked on the floor, it was kinda cute. Like your average stripped kitty cat, the brown/grey/black ones.. But it was smaller and had a big cute face and eyes, but I noticed it was missing a leg and in it's place was a little pale looking stump.. I felt sorry for it, so I kissed the stump.. (I know, right?) Anyway, I went on and saw people trying to get away from something. I went over to see what all the comotion was about, and there were all these little green snakes everywhere. Once again, I picked up 2 of them and held them up to show there was no danger there. Just garden snakes. They even had TINY teeth. But the crowd paniced!! So much so that they made me think I was in danger eventhough I KNEW I wasn't!! I dropped the snakes and they got mad at me and started trying to bite me when I came near.. I even almost let them just bite me to get it over with!!! I knew they had tiny teeth, so there wouldn't be much pain. But all the screams of terror made me hesitate each time.

Yes all of my dreams are like this. Weird.. Sometimes beautiful, others, informative.. This one was just crazy or a little of all these things I guess. There will be more to come as I dream more dreams worth telling about. :D

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